I know today is a sad one.
I hope you can rejoice in the thought that you will always have her in your heart and one day you shall join her in Heaven if it is God's Will!
I found this quote for you bud and I hope you can read it with content.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran
“Every human has four endowments- self awareness, conscience, independent will, & creative imagination.
These give us the ultimate human freedom... The power to choose, to respond, to change.”